The Words

Clearly, i am utterly dissapointed at certain people these days.

I do not understand the fact of it, nor would i want to know about it, actually.

I expected more, actually, with them being an adult or more open-minded than all of us.

But some things just never change in the world of humanity. And that is why we are condemned to be humans.

I truly believe that.

Guess i would just have to have my say before i do anything... appropriate, if that is what i'm doing right now. This is a waste of my time and energy.

Of course i miss writing in my blog. Of course i want to write every single day. I love writing. But my pretty little metallic box just had to bust up when i needed it the most. So you understand my unfortunate situation. It cannot be helped, apparently.

But what is the most apt reaction of a 15 year old girl, i ask you. What do you expect teenagers like me - in this age and day - to do? That we should not cuss/ curse, that we should not speak crude languages? And i ask of you, what century is this? What kind of world we're living in? That women had to wear clothes that covers from head to toe, that woman couldn't speak in public without a man beside her? Wrong. We are in the 21st century. Poeple all around the world are speaking like this. So whether you like it or not, suck it up.

I do not understand the fuss that people are making nowadays. We can speak whatever we want, use whatever words we choose, and do whatever we want to do, don't we? So what is wrong with cussing? Don't we all do that? Don't you all ADULTS do that, especially? And yet here we are, complaining and feeding little gossips to each other. I do not know whether it is jealousy, or genuine concern. What would you have me do, my dear friends, when i cuss just to express myself better? Just to tell you how much i needed it right now?

People, people... I am just a human, after all. And humans do make unintended mistakes.

But, all past aside, i really should not have cursed to vulgarly. I was wrong, and i admit it. But some people just had to sit back and watch it all like a very good movie. Well, i'm here to tell you, my dear sir, that i am a 15 year old girl who does anything she likes and say anything she desires. What i do not like, i don't do, and what i love, i put everything into it. So if you want to judge, if any of you want to judge, please do it in front of my face and spare my innocent father and my most supportive mother. I do not care of your age or your status, but if you are wrong, i will not hesitate to 'correct' you.

Poeple assume too quickly about things these days. I simply have no patience for it sometimes.

Anyway, i apologize for everything, and whatever things i had yet to do. Please do not be offended or 'discouraged'. I do not mean anything. And for my fomality in my language, well - let's just say i read too much Anne Rice. The Queen of the Damned is simply AWESOME!!!

To come to the conclusion, i have wrote a book. The title 'My 'Sweet' 17'. Please support this fully. I promise, there are no crude words in this book, lol. This book means a lot to me, and i really hope no 'harm' comes to this. You may offend the author, but not the product, please. To order/buy, please go to www.redleadbooks.com. Please look for it under Fiction. I thank all of you.

Jocelyn