See how i've been abusing my blog? Yes, for leaving it empty for TWO WHOLE MONTHS!!! Poeple may say that i've been lazy for not updating as often as i used to. Well, to tell you frankly, i've been too lazy, and too distracted.
First of all, you may ask why the inspiration to blog all of a sudden after two freakin' months? Hmm, then i'll answer you this. It's because i want to, and everything just happened. Not a very good explanation/ excuse, i know, but still. I am blogging now, aren't i?
There's loads of stuffs i might want to share, and might not want to share. But there's something important that i feel i must speak out. Something that every 15-year-olds have to go through, if you're living in Malaysia and studying in government school, of course. Yes, it's the PMR. I forgot what it stood for, but i'm not gonna bother bout it anyway. It's way past me. But i do feel oblige to speak/ type about it here.
I have 4As and 4Bs for my results.
Considering i had never paid much effort in it, no matter how much help from my teacher, i think i did okay. But there's a consolation for me too in this result. In my three years of lower form, i had never once got my results without a C, and so many As. Therefore, i'm actually quite happy about it. And to think i never studied to get through the exam, makes me feel even better. But of course, i thank my ever caring teacher for everything i've achieved today. She has helped me loads and without her, i don't think i would even be here.
And then, moving on. I have a new phone and a new lappy. I love my current phone till death. Though it may not be expensive as my last phone, and not as beautiful as my last phone, it has served me well by being a Nokia phone and by being priced at RM600++. I love it. It is sleek, silver and with only on face, and not sliding or flipping and stuffs. And then there is also my new lappy. Yes, my own. I love it till death and there are no other i would like to thank for my gifts except for my beloved parents.
And now, my life. Life has been life, for me. School, tuitions, homework, friends, family and among all other things. It has been busy and sometimes, there are bumps here and there. But you know something? I'm happy living my life. I had never felt this way in a long long time, not even during the holidays. My school has been nice, my classmates are horrendous/ smart/ stupid/ awesome/ great!!! Tuitions are driving me mad, as usual, and music/ writing are fine. And then i also learned a lesson of missing and worrying, then to appreciate even more. I love how i feel right now. I am happy right now. And i intend to keep everything this way, to feel this way. I am happy, and so you must too.
x
~Jocelyn
